So, the day after Honduras, there were lots of random things happening and I was trying to get pictures with everyone. In the evening, there was the SAS musical that the drama classes and other students had been working on. It was really a very good show and I really liked it. It was full of jokes from the voyage and even featured the Captain. The next day we had convocation in the evening. This was to recognize all of the graduating seniors on board and those who had earned a 4.0. I never thought I would actually make it, but I earned a 4.0. Ironically, this was my first in college, though this is one of the toughest semesters I’ve had. I’m glad I made it only to make all the time I spent on homework (rather than port or hanging out with friends) worth it. Convocation was very nice, though I didn’t really want to say goodbye.
The next morning we were supposed to have all of our stuff packed at 1pm to start storing it for the cranes to take it off the ship the next night (that is everything you couldn’t carry off the ship on your person as you couldn’t get back on once you walked off). Unfortunately, a girl had appendicitis in the morning, so bad that they were afraid her appendix was going to burst. Even though we were only a day away from the States, they had to call in an air transport to bring her to the hospital because it was so bad. They had to lift her from the back decks to the helicopter. I didn’t get to see it (we were told to stay away as it was ‘not a spectator event’ according to the Captain, but lots of other people still went up to see it). Anyways, hopefully she’s doing alright now but that was quite an exit.
I’m home now, but I still don’t know what to think. I’ve seen so many things and done things I’ve never dreamed of doing (or seriously thought I would ever do) I’m just not sure what to think of that. I’m sad to be gone, I really loved the ship and the community that we had. One of my favorite things on this voyage was returning back to the ship at night, as it gleamed in on the water: A bright star in mostly dark harbors (there were a few harbors where there were other brightly lit ships but ours always had a special glow). It was such a relief to return ‘home’ after braving the day, out in the unknown. My psychology teacher had us all pick a quote that meant something to us as our final test for the class (yes, I know that isn’t really a final test) and originally I thought it was supposed to sum up our psyc class. Once everyone else started explaining their quotes for the whole voyage, I tried to think of another. The only one that came to mind is Robert Frost’s poem, the one with the over-quoted ending – “I took the road less travelled.” Truly, I have just done that – how many people can honestly say they have circumnavigated the globe? But this quote has followed me since 6th grade MYP, when I entered an academic program as one of its founding students (and guiniea pig). They always quoted this to encourage us and convince us that it was worth it, wasting our lives on homework. That was what this poem had always meant, spend my time getting good grades and eventually it will all pay off…somewhere. Honestly, we all hated that poem because there didn’t seem to be an end in sight and it felt like they were just using it to sell us things we didn’t want. But now, it’s meaning is re-written. Some of my best experiences on this trip were the random ones, the ones where my friends and I just wandered somewhere. Why is it that the road less travelled is better? It is because the people there are really awesome, and the people are always my favorite part of anything. They make or break something. MYP, ROTC, UVA, SAS, I’ve loved them all because of the people I’ve met there. At the ‘reverse culture-shock’ discussion, one of the panel speakers described the trip as one to Neverland. Besides my blatant bias to all things Peter Pan (because that’s my favorite movie ever), I honestly think that’s a very accurate description. I went off on the trip of a lifetime, to lands I’ve never seen before, in a fairytale-like manner (what with the excellent service from all the crew) and basically got to be a kid (not including the classes). Well, it seems it’s time to grow up, I’m back now. We’ll see what changes God has made in me through this trip – only time will tell that. As a closing, I think the biggest thing I’ve learned from this trip that I recognize now (until I reflect some more) is the fact that there is a whole lot of good in this world. We all hear about all the bad stuff and it makes it sound like the world is much worse than it is, but there is good out there and it’s worth fighting for. I can’t tell you how many times my peers were taken in by complete strangers in all of the countries because they needed a place to sleep or what have you, but there were countless stories of Good Samaritans in every country. Plus, the innumerable other acts of kindness from all of the people we’ve met. Sure there were some bad things, muggings, thefts, etc. but there is hope. God is good and has kept us safe and shown us His wonderful creation. I know there is talk of the end of the world being soon, but I think we still have some time. I think of when Abraham asked God about if there are any good people in Sodom and Gomorah – so I think there are still quite a few good people in this world to be found before its destruction. That is just my opinion though, so take it as it is. As a conclusion, I think it is fitting to close this voyage with the following dialogue from The Return of the King:
Frodo: I can't do this, Sam.
Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.
Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.
Sam: I know. It's all wrong. By rights we shouldn't even be here. But we are. It's like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn't want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it's only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn't. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something.
Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?
Sam: That there's some good in this world, Mr. Frodo... and it's worth fighting for.